I am taking advanced bookings and guaranteed bookings for all cities now so please contact me as soon as possible as my time is limited. I can be contacted via email at desiree@desireeondemand.com. If you have questions or would just like some general info about me you can visit http://desireeondemand.com! There is also a calendar on my site, please check it often to see if there are any updates.

I have posted rates though they vary by city so please contact me to find out my rate based on your city. If you have any questions about my rates please feel free to ask but do not try to low ball me as that will be the last of our communication. I am very easy-going but don’t push it! =o)

Well here goes, I’m off! I look forward to seeing you soon!

The exciting news is… there is a NEW convention that is exclusively for BBW’s and the fans who love us! It is called BBW FanFest and it pops off for the first time in Las Vegas, July of 2012, the weekend prior to the annual Las Vegas BBW Bash! There will be more details to follow very soon… be guaranteed that I will keep you up to speed on this event as it unfolds… I’m VERY excited!

Here is a random pic from one of the photo shoots we did for the BBW FanFest marketing campaign…Me with Lexxxi Luxe and Ms. Dawn P.

Then Saturday night it’s all about the party at the Butterfly Lounge! I am SO ready to party with my girl Ms. Dawn P. and other hotties… there will be some serious motor boating goin on in that motha fo sho! I encourage anyone who lives in the LA area to come out a party with us… but you better not be a light weight, I don’t babysit!

Sunday or Monday I will begin my shoots for Plumper Pass… yup, I’m getting back to doing movies YAY! I have a couple other companies to shoot for during the week… I’m not sure who I will be working with but hopefully I get some good talent picks!

If you want to book me while I’m in LA, let me know! desiree@desireeondemand.com

]]> http://desireedevine.wordpress.com/2011/08/08/l-a-bound/feed/ 1 desireedevine 263865_218846241483555_100000745412479_692989_6556268_n http://desireedevine.wordpress.com/2011/03/19/urban-x-awards/ http://desireedevine.wordpress.com/2011/03/19/urban-x-awards/#comments Sat, 19 Mar 2011 10:29:33 +0000 desireedevine http://desireedevine.wordpress.com/?p=609 Continue reading →]]> I am very excited and honored to announce that I have been nominated for the Urban X Awards BBW Star of the Year. This is my first award nomination and I am thrilled to say the least! There are several BBW’s nominated, some whom I admire and am proud to be running against.

Though I am not in this industry to win awards and walk the red carpet, it does feel amazing to be recognized for my body of work and makes me want  to work twice as hard this year to be blessed with an 2012 nomination… maybe even an AVN, but I won’t push it LOL. Every day I am humbled and today is no exception.

I would like to take this time to ask you to PLEASE go to the Urban X Awards website and vote for me for BBW Star of the Year. The awards will be held in LA on July the 23rd and voting began today. Without the fans of our work none of this would even be possible, so from the bottom of my dark heart… thank you.

Click here to cast your vote!

XoXo, Desiree Devine

With summertime right around the corner, I like to do whatever I can to try to stay cool, especially since I now live in AZ, and one of my favorite ways is of course ice cream. Two of my favorite flavors are cake batter and caramel fudge swirl, so if you want to get on my good side that’s a great way to start.

I remember one time I was having a nice sugar cone full of cake batter ice cream and was walking thru the kitchen when I spilled a little on myself… it felt so cool against my body that I got a devilish idea and walked over to my shower. Stepping into it, I scooped the ice cream in my hand and, taking a deep breath, put it all over my boobs. My nips totally shot up into the air and the rush I got from the cold sensation was awesome. I started licking the melting cream off of my tits and they never tasted better.

So then I scooped up another handful and put it over my shoulder. My spine tingled as the ice cream oozed down my back and reached my ass. It felt so good as I rubbed in the cream all over my ass and then brought my hands around to my belly and then up and under my boobs. By then, the cream had gotten nice and sticky so I turned on my shower, got the barely lukewarm water going and rinsed the ice cream all off of my voluptuous body. It was pretty sweet…to say the least LOL

Happy St Paddy’s Day Er’rybody! AND if you see me, KISS ME cause I’m half Irish!

The President and First Lady gave an address about the anti-bullying conference that they are having tomorrow (March 10) that included the quotes: "Our children deserve the chance to learn and grow without constantly being picked on, made fun of, or worse…" "… make our schools and communities a place where no one is made to feel alone, or afraid for being different.  Where all of our children can thrive." "Because putting a stop to bullying i … Read More

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However, the BEST thing about being in THIS place is the AMAZING friends I have here. I have great old friends and have gained some phenomenal new ones as well. Though this is a huge change for me and is taking some getting used to, I don’t think I would have it any other way.

During my little funk I realized how fucking spectacular my friends really were when one posted this song on my Facebook. Have you ever heard a song that you could have sworn was written JUST for you? Well this one is ours. SO… I want to share this with ALL of my amazing friends and let you know that you are nothing less than fucking perfect… period… and when you’re lost and you have forgotten how spectacular you are, just have another listen!

Here are the lyrics:

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That’s alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss “no way it’s all good”
It didn’t slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I’m still around…

Pretty, pretty please
Don’t you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
fuckin’ perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You’re fuckin’ perfect to me

You’re so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you’ll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It’s enough
I’ve done all i can think of
Chased down all my demons
see you do the same

Pretty, pretty please
Don’t you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
fuckin’ perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You’re fuckin’ perfect to me

The world stares while i swallow the fear
The only thing i should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and we try, try, try
But we try too hard, it’s a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cuz they’re everywhere
They don’t like my jeans, they don’t get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don’t you ever ever feel
Like you’re less then, fuckin’ perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you’re nothing you’re fuckin’ perfect, to me
You’re perfect
You’re perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you’re nothing you’re fucking perfect to me

My darling, Pardon me if you find this offensive but I’m trying to exercise my talent in writing and still show you how I will love you if you give me the chance.

Thinking of you this morning and looking at your photos on facebook brought my dick to full attention and yes I must admit I had to rub it while I look at your beautiful face. Just imagine that we are together now in my place and we are in the bathroom now. I leave the bathroom and lock the bedroom door. I come back to you and seeing the look of passion in your eyes and the anticipation, I embrace you in a tender loving kiss, pulling you closer as our kiss heightens our arousals. Our tongues dancing between each others mouths. My hands caress your back under your shirt and move up and unhook your bra. My hands slide under your arms and raise them so I can hike up your shirt over your head but not before I give your nipples a little squeeze. They are instantly taut and perky. I return the favor and remove my shirt too. We go back to our passionate kissing pulling each other in close so our chests rub against each other. You love the feeling of my chest hair rubbing against your breasts. Both our hands caressing each others back side and asses pulling ever so closer. I turn you around. I nibble on your neck as my hands wrap around you and begin to fondle your breasts. Your taut nipples sliding through my fingers. Your butt hard pressed against my throbbing manhood. I work each breast, making sure to give pleasure to both. I can feel the passion welling up with in you. My one hand drops down caressing your belly and moves down to the top of your low riding pants. My fingers begin exploring down your pants but they are too tight for me to get down in there. I feel you pull your belly in to make room for my fingers. They move down more into your panties as I can feel the top of your lovely pubic region. You breath in again and my fingers move into your wetness as they slide through your lips. I retract my hand and unbutton your pants, spreading them at the zipper. I must reach down in there one more time before I remove your pants. I pull your pants down as your undies follow with your pants. Your hands are holding you up on the bathroom sink counter as you leave me to my task. I help you remove one leg at a time out of your fallen pants. Darling you are so wet I can barely control myself. I feverishly remove my pants and underwear. The sight of my erection causes you more stirrings and anticipation. You reach out and caress it and then bend over and take him in your mouth. Licking him and moving up and down, almost choking. I sit you back on the sink counter and have you move your sweet butt to the counters edge. I kneel down before you and have you place your legs over my shoulders as you spread your legs wide enough for my head to squeeze in there. My fingers playing delicately with your lips as I kiss your inner thighs and my tongue moves closer. Just as I reach your aching pussy, I move by as my nose tip runs through you wet lips and I move past to kiss your other inner thigh. My fingers moving back in to keep you excited which I must add is not very hard at this point. MY nose moves back in between your legs and slowly circles around you lips and as I move it up higher on you to your clit, my tongue comes out and begins to lick you. Just little darts into your wet opening trying to penetrate you slowly and sensually. Your pussy is on fire, your clit totally erect and protruding and my licks become more vigorous. Your breathing getting heavier but shallow deep breaths. You run you hands through my hair, pulling me in closer so my tongue can get in you as deep as it can go. In and out, licking your clit, twirling around and with a deep final moan, scream you orgasm. I leave my tongue in you still as you shake feverishly until you have to push my tongue and head away from your sensitivity. You pull me up and we kiss. You are still shaking with pleasure. With your hand around my neck, I once again pull you closer to the edge of the counter. I take my dick and begin to rub him up and down your swollen lips. You lean back still holding the back of my neck the fire returning to your pussy. You are moaning again and I slowly insert my cock, just a little bit at a time. My methods are beyond words for you except for the looks of intense love and want in your and my eyes. The deeper I go into you the more I have to get on my toes so I can attain as much depth as I can. The full thrusts begin slowly, in very deep and then slowly withdraw. In deep, then slow withdrawal. Our breathing begins to change, the sighs are upon us. The thrusts become more vigorous and very deep. Our rhythm beginning to have its desired effects. We are panting heavily, the thrusts deep and our blood rushes to our organs and As I feel your orgasm, I unleash my own, the hot semen filling your love canal. My pumping remains deep as i unload into you and finally I am pushed in all i can go as we ride out our orgasm. I think I felt you have another orgasm. The sweat is running off our bodies. We have all we can do to remain in position. We become almost lifeless while we catch our breath.

All I can say is wow… hot… now I’m off to masturbate!

If you have followed me through the last couple of years and have read my blogs and such, then you are already aware of my “problem” areas. For those who haven’t I will do a little recap. There have been a few people come in and out of my life, one in particular that I can actually say I hate with every fiber of my being. With that said… it’s not healthy to hate. The time has come for me to let it go and move on with my life. The fact is, is that this person is a parasite on humanity, a sociopathic hemorrhoid on the ass of society… simply a wretched waste of flesh and oxygen. Knowing that though makes me question why I even waste my time letting them get under my skin. I find that this person is like a fungus that purposely tries to attach itself to the people in my life so it has a constant presence… that’s where some of the sociopathic tendencies come into play. So…  why let someone so repulsive affect my emotions?

While around this person I found that they were a negative, drama filled force and I hated the person that I was while with them. It’s amazing how someone can have SO much drama in their life and project it to make it seem like everyone else is the cause… I guess they flunked the 3rd grade math class where you learn about common denominators. The thing about me is that I absorb the emotions of the people around me… if there is stress, sadness, joy, love… I feel it all. I am very in tune to what’s going on around me and that can be a blessing and a curse.
It wasn’t until I left the situation that I saw what a vortex of drama they were. When you are able to remove yourself from a scenario where you are lead to believe that you are part of the problem and the problem continues to grow without you, it’s quite a relief. Outside of that circumstance I live my life relatively drama free, with the exception of a few hiccups along the way. I have little drama, they have an abundance… I hate that I took on their drama infested life and let it eat me inside… never again.

Now it’s one thing to owe me money and not pay me back because of financial struggle, but to not pay me back and flaunt your purchases around is a different story. This part I have already let go because I know I will never see a penny but the financial karma Goddess has already been set in motion and their life is going to stay in a state of financial misery with no light at the end of that broke, foreclosed tunnel. I still think it’s sad though that other people continue to get sucked into the scam. Oh well, people will learn and eventually there will be no more bridges to burn. You can only juggle with dynamite so long before one blows up in your face. Though it’s humorous to watch the vile creature try to spew out wisdom to the masses about haters and such knowing damn good and well that they are actually referring to themselves… who better to talk shit about people talking shit than a shit talker? LOL… pure ironic comedy!

In the end I have no regrets… I learned what I was meant to learn and I am now where I need to be. I’m happier now than I could’ve ever actually imagined. Do I wish bad things on them, no… do I wish them well, not exactly, I’m pretty much indifferent. Do I hope that one day I will catch them alone in a back alley or in front of me in a cross walk… a little bit, lol! My hope is that they will one day figure out what class truly means and slither back to their hole in their grimy part of the world. I do admit that at one point I was blind and truly cared for this individual… you can’t have hate unless you have once had love… but that fine line was crossed and the ugly boiled up inside of me.

With ALL of the amazing things I have in my life today, I simply don’t have time for ugly, hate or any negatives.  I have so much to be thankful for that harboring this resentment makes me feel ungrateful for the blessings I have been handed. So my end to this is to simply choose to let it all go. I hand it over to the universe and have faith that one day, probably not anytime soon, I will be able to be in the same room without the possibility of an altercation. The thing about life is that it is what you make of it through the choices you make. Today I choose to let go of the past and the things that hold me back. I choose to grow as a person and look forward to a brighter tomorrow. Our time here on earth is a short one so I’m gonna embrace life and live it to the fullest!

Let the flames of the universe burn the past and the wind of life carry away the tainted smoke. Breathe in the air of tomorrow and be filled with bliss… goodbye.

This year has been one of the longest yet shortest years of my life. Though time felt as if it was racing by, soooo much has happened. I would LoVe to tell you that  it was all glory and roses but, as you know, I’m no chimney so blowing smoke is not my specialty. However, this year DEFINITELY has had its high points, and those very points have made all of the rest worth it. I learned a long time ago that you have to go through what you need to to get to where you want to be. The struggles in life make us appreciate the blessings… plus there is a natural balance to life, the ebb and flow of the universe guarantees that we will have our ups and downs.

The year started off strong out of the gate! I spent the first half touring the East Coast… finding a new LoVe for NYC and NJ… then the other half touring the upper and mid sections of the U.S. Along my path I met some AMAZING people, dropped some feckless and hindering baggage,  partied like a rock star, found myself, laughed, cried, hurt, healed and discovered my life’s true passion. I have always known what my passion was for, I just could never figure out how to go about implementing it.

I got into the adult industry a few years ago, not because I thought having sex on camera was my life’s calling, but because I wanted to help show the world that it is ok to be proud of who you are and that beauty comes in all shapes and sizes. I wanted to open people’s eyes to see the error in societies flawed sense of what makes a woman’s body beautiful. It has always been my belief that beauty is not just skin deep, but it radiates from the most inner core of the soul. I discovered long ago that my way of doing things is generally opposite of everyone else’s way of doing them… which is ok… it just means more work on my part, lol!

A lot of people think that because I am an adult entertainer that I am less than human. That I somehow was forced into making this awful decision… and though I HATE to admit that I fall into most of the stereotypical scenarios of a standard porn chick… I do. I am severely flawed and dysfunctional. I have never denied my issues, in fact… quite the opposite. I embrace my issues as a part of who I am. My flaws make me human and I am perfectly ok with that. Having as many issues as I do removes any pressure to try to be perfect. I am flawed, therefore I am expected to fuck up! Though I don’t go around messing things up because I am expected to, I also don’t beat myself up when I do. I take each situation as a learning experience and try to implement the lessons I learn in other aspects of my life. My issues are also what allows me to do what I do without any sense of emotional attachment.

As most everyone knows, I have been single for a very long time and though I have found LoVe, I am always hesitant to let someone into my dark world. This year, because of my move to AZ, I ended up spending Christmas day alone on my sofa watching Netflix. Of course I corresponded via text, internet and phone, it was a pretty long day of solitude. Because, as two friends pointed out, I am an emotional cutter, I decided that on Christmas day I was going to face a few of my past demons, I watched “Precious”.  I have been avoiding this movie for a VERY long time because I knew that when I watched it it would bring up some of my own extremely painful and difficult memories. I have tried very hard as an adult to put my past behind me, but one thing I have learned throughout the years is that by stuffing all of the ugly history away, we give it power. When things are all out in the open and laying there in front of you… they just don’t seem so powerful anymore. The more we face our fears, the less afraid we become.

On Christmas day I faced my childhood head on… and it was liberating. Though I cried like a toddler and felt like my chest was going to cave in, I realized that things can always be worse. I dried my face, took a deep breath and became surprisingly thankful for the events of my childhood. The things I went through have made me the person I am today and today I can say I LoVe me. I am content with who I am and can proudly say that I have lived. I have lived MY life on MY terms and wouldn’t have it any other way. There are a lot of people who stand back and feel ok with judging me for my choices… but they were MY choices to make. I am not ashamed of anything that I have done, like I said before… it will all help mold me into the person I am meant to become.

The one on ONLY thing I have ever been 100% certain of in my entire life was that I wanted to do something or be someone who could/would help other people learn how to be ok with who they are. I used to want to be a youth counselor but I don’t ever think I could come to terms with having to interact with an abuser. I know that abuse is most of the time a cycle, and that an abuser is generally themselves a victim of abuse… it just never registered with me how someone who has gone through that kind of pain could inflict it on others. It wasn’t until I was older and “different” that I discovered the desire to help people with their body image… it all starts with working from the inside out. If you are beautiful inside it will show outside.

In the last few months I have been EXTREMELY blessed. I have moved to a place I am growing to LoVe, finally received some MUCH needed medical insurance and have some place that I can finally call home… it’s not much, but it’s ALL mine! I have greater friends than I could have ever asked for, LoVe that keeps me grounded and stable, health, though not perfect by any means, I am alive and able to take care of myself… that’s all anyone can rally ask for. I have found work that I am SOOOO passionate about and that I LoVe whole heartedly. I feel that in this moment my life is full and complete… there is very little more that I could ask for.

In the coming year I will be making a lot of personal life changes and making some very difficult transitions. I am very excited about my new direction… it has been such a long time since I was filled with so much passion. I guess it comes when you truly believe in what you’re doing. Though changes are not always easy, my hope is that people will continue to support me through them and enjoy the journey with me. I almost feel like I am, yet again, getting a second chance at life and I refuse to not grab it by the horns and hold on as long a humanly possible.

For all of those who were a part of my life in 2010, thank you… thank you for being a part of my journey… god or bad. Without you I would not be where I am today and have the wisdom of the past to guide me in my future. I look forward to the New Year with new beginning and new goals. I give thanks to the past years for all of the lessons and memories that I will take with me into each new day. My this New Year bring peace and prosperity to the world and may we learn how to let go of all of the negative, as it will only keep us from our own happiness.

From me to you… have a safe and blessed New Year!

XoXoXo, DD