Desiree Devine & Platinum Puzzy TOP TEN PET PEEVES

Platinum Puzzy & I are on the “National Trampoon” tour which currently has us in San Francisco at the moment. We decided to start video blogging about things that cross our minds and topics of conversation that we want to be heard. We are real.. and simply bring to attention the everyday situations that cross our paths. BBW’s taking on the topics many refuse to address trying to stay politically correct as its hard enough to keep our channels on Youtube. We are keeping it real

Weekend review!

This past weekend I had the pleasure of visiting 2 popular BBW clubs in the Los Angeles area. The first club we went to was on Friday night at Tha Undaground aka The Big Girl Club in Maywood ran by Shadoe Gray. Shadoe was kind enough to let myself and my friend in for free to the VIP area (regularly $15). As far as venues go, it was a bit out of the way but a good sized venue with close parking for $5. There were 2 levels, upstairs is for VIP only, and a smoking patio. The smoking patio is nice because the club gets very hot inside and the open air feels so good! The drinks were averagely priced I suppose, $9 for an Adios Mother Fucker and $6 for a shot (they don’t carry Jager =o(. The DJ’s are good, the music selection is urban, as expected. Now when it comes to the crowd this is where it gets a bit sticky… the crowd was a bit one sided being predominantly african-american. There were 3 white people there including myself, my friend and Shadoe. Now normally I have no problem being the only white girl in a crowd of black men… that’s kinda my idea of heaven… but the men weren’t friendly and the women looked like they would scratch the eyes out of any man that looked our direction. Overall it was a good club that needs some diversity!

Then on Saturday we went to the Butterfly Lounge in Costa Mesa ran by Kathleen Divine. I have to say that BFL is one of my favorite places to party. It’s like an old shoe that is familiar and comfortable, I always have a good time there. The door fee is $10 and the parking is free. One thing I love about this club is there are unlimited ins and outs, so you can go outside to smoke or go to your car, whatever! The drinks are again averagely priced, and Adios is $7 and so is a shot of Jager. The bartenders are all great and I don’t mind tipping them well! The DJ plays a good mix of music so it’s easy to find something you like to dance to. The crowd here is definitely diverse and mellow, a bit of an older crowd, but yet lots of fun!

So there you have it folks… the rundown of my weekend! I had a great time with my bff Michelle and I can’t wait to do it again soon!

Coming back!

It’s been quite some time since I posted a blog about what was going on with me, and for that I apologize. As many folks know, for the last 6 months or so I have been on somewhat of a hiatus. I took some time out to find myself and figure out who “I” really am. Though my journey has had many ups and downs I feel like it has been productive. I’m not quite sure if I am any closer to really finding me, but I’ve learned some lessons and I’m still alive… barely, lol!

Coming back really has several meanings for me. I’m not only coming back to the net or to the industry, but I’m coming back to the self I used to be. For many, many months I have been out of the social loop and I feel like I’ve missed so much. I know I’ve missed my friends, events and working… I can’t tell you the last time I took a picture. I have also missed the freedom of being able to do what I want and see who I want. To be who I want.

See for me the last 6 months has been more than a hiatus, it’s been like a prison. For the first time in my life I was involved with an alcoholic. When I met him I knew he drank but not to the extent that I would find later. I thought if I changed for him, quit the industry and was a good little house kitten that he would quit drinking and we would live happily ever after, man was I delusional! The cold hard truth is that no one will change unless they want to. People have to change for themselves, period. I’m no longer in that relationship, I’ve moved past it and I’m stronger for it.

SO… what’s in my future??? Well, I’m going to get back to work making movies and taking pictures. I’m still working on my talent agency, fun. I’m looking into doing some club promotion and attending a lot more events. I’m also wanting to start up a BBW phone sex line in January. I will be blogging a lot more about myself and the events that I will be attending, etc. I have a lot on my plate and can’t wait to get started!

In closing I want to take a moment to thank everyone who has supported me through this time. My friends and fans have really been a rock for me and if it wasn’t for you guys I wouldn’t have the drive and inspiration to get back to what I love, so thank you all… I LoVe you!

Lisa Marie Garbo aka BBW Bunny Britney Cont.

Ok… so… (deep breaths) I knew that speaking out against Lisa Marie Garbo would come with some backlash from her drones… Lisa Marie would never contact me herself unless she was calling me from a blocked number and screaming profanities on the other end as soon as I answered the phone. I have gotten a lot of mail mostly commending me for standing up for what’s right, but some trying to air out my own personal laundry.

The thing that strikes me funny about people who lash out in anger or defense is that they don’t think rationally. When I set out to bring the “real” Lisa Marie to light it wasn’t out of hate or anger. I thought about what I was going to say for days before I wrote about it. I want it to be very clear that I’m not judging Lisa Marie for what she has done because I have done the same things. The fact is is that I stand up and applaud anyone who changes their life for the better, even Lisa Marie, and speaks up for the greater good when the person who is speaking up is speaking up selflessly and not for personal gain.

I give Lisa Marie credit for Club Bounce, once upon a time it was truly a place for BBW’s to go and feel comfortable being big and beautiful. It seems that the more popular Club Bounce became the less it became about BBW’s and the more it became just another popular night club. If Lisa Marie was truly in it for the people why has she raised the cover charge? Lisa Marie is more worried about lining her pockets and being in the media than she is about her patrons. The economy is in the tank and yet she knows her club is gonna have patrons so why not make a little extra to pay for that new publicist.

Now I’m not saying that I don’t have my own checkered past. I’m not saying that I am better nor worse than anyone, but I can say that everything I have done I’ve done whole heatedly and have taken accountability for my choices. I make no apologies for who or what I am nor am I ashamed of anything that I have done. Someone wrote a comment to the previous post, which I denied because it was written in all caps, trying to put my VERY personal business on front street and I think that’s just tacky. I did not or would not put ANYONE’S private business out for the world to see. The things that I have brought to light have already been put out on the internet, but have since been swept under the rug.

I’m not putting myself in the public eye claiming to be the voice of BBW’s. I am, however, taking a stand against someone who has wronged so many for her own personal gain. In my opinion if you want to be a public “personality” than be real. If you are a good person with good intentions and have others best interest in mind then no one will care what you have done in your past. The only time that there is ever an issue is when someone is not who they claim to be. Like I’ve said before… I applaud those who have changed for the better, but will not stand for those who speak down on others who are where you came from.

Lisa Marie Garbo aka BBW Bunny Britney

Today I sent a little note to the Dr. Phil Show letting them know that they are about to place one of the biggest hypocrites in the BBW community on their show. Here’s the note:

“You have a guest by the name of Lisa Marie Garbo coming up on an upcoming show. She has self proclaimed herself as the “Power Plus Woman” stating the she represents the plus sized community. She also states that she denounces any plus size woman working in the adult/porn industry.

It needs to be brought to the shows attention that Lisa Marie Garbo herself was an adult model and was quite active in the adult industry so far as to even run her own xxx website.

This woman is a hypocrite and should not be allowed to go on national television and represent the plus size, BBW, community.”

Now, if you’re not familiar with Lisa Marie Garbo aka BBW Bunny Britney, she is the promoter of a BBW night club in Long Beach called Club Bounce. I met Lisa Marie a couple of years ago when I first went to her club and for some reason something about her never set right with me. I later came to find out it was because she is an evil little creature. It had honestly been many moons since I had met someone, in my opinion, so self admiring, rude, back stabbing and hypocritical.

Lisa Marie was even brazen enough to ban me from the club after I posted the following article on Myspace as a public service.

Shooting, stabbing at L.B. club may be related

Article from:

Press-Telegram Long Beach, CA.

Article date:

March 1, 2008

Author:

// Hanna Chu

LONG BEACH – A man was shot and a female was stabbed in possibly related incidents early Saturday, authorities said.

A male adult victim was allegedly approached by a group of male blacks and shot in the parking lot outside a club at about 1:45 a.m., said LBPD Officer Jackie Bezart.

The incident apparently originated at Club Bounce, 6285 E. Pacific Coast Highway, then moved into the parking lot.

About an hour later in the same vicinity, a female Hispanic victim was approached by a group of female blacks and stabbed.

Both victims were transported to local hospitals with non-life- threatening wounds, Bezart said.

No suspect information was available.

“Nothing indicates that it’s gang-related,” Bezart said.

No further information was available.

hanna.chu@presstelegram.com, 562-499-1476

Lisa Marie has since ban an entire population of people that she doesn’t like for no other reason than she doesn’t like them. Please believe that if you speak against her or the club, she will ban you and spread vicious rumors like a middle school child. She has to be one of the most immature women I have ever met, it’s like she has yet to make it past high school.

When it came to my attention that she has taken it upon herself to represent the BBW community, I was furious to say the least. WHO is she to represent anyone? She has denounced an entire industry in which she was and is still a part of! It is safe to say that this woman makes me sick. She has gone to extreme measures to remove all of her adult content from the internet but just to show you I’m telling the truth here are a few images I’ve kept.

Lisa Marie also ran a popular BBW XXX site, bbwbunnies.com. You can look up the domain on WHOIS and find out all of the info on who owns the domain. She has recently removed all of the original content and replaced it with a generic affiliate store… smh!

Some people would wonder why I care to call her out or what it is that I have against her… well, I’ll tell you this. I truly believe that ALL people should be free to make their own choices in life and that they should never be judged for what choices those may be. I also believe that you should be held accountable for the choices that you make even if those choices have negative repercussions. Any coward can run away and try to hide evidence, it takes a REAL woman to stand up and take responsibility for her actions. I believe that the woman self proclaiming herself the voice of BBW’s should be ashamed of herself and come clean about her checkered past.

*** The information given about Lisa Marie Garbo is from personal accounts and public knowledge. This blog was not written in malice but as a public service to the bbw community. Lisa Marie has made herself into a “public figure” and should be held accountable for her actions. If you choose to place yourself in the public eye you should be prepared for the skeletons to fall out of the closet. If Ms. California should be held accountable for her past endeavors, why should a shameless club promoter be any different? ***

*** ALL comments will be approved except those written in all caps! ***

These days…

These days it seems like I’m not doing much, but that’s about to change dramatically. I’ve kinda been in hiatus mode trying to figure out what I really want to do with my life, it seems that it was much needed hiatus. For all of you that follow me and my happenings, here’s a little update!

A few months ago I entered into a serious relationship… so serious in fact, I moved in with him. As most relationships go it seemed there had to be some compromising done and most of the compromise came on my end. Anyone who has been in a relationship knows that they are difficult as they are, imagine tossing in adult work into the equation. Much like a lot of other men I have dated, my new bo had an issue with me being a pornstar. I always said that I wouldn’t change who I was or what I did for anyone, they should accept me for who and what I am, but who was I kidding?

I realized that I’m not getting any younger and if I wanted my dream of settling down and having a family to come to fruition, I was gonna have to make some sacrifices. Being in a “normal” relationship has come with some challenges for me. I have had to hide who I am from his friends and family, stop making movies and my social life is pretty much non-existent. I’ve tried my best to be Suzy homemaker but it hasn’t been easy. I ask myself daily if I am making the right decisions for myself and I have come to realize I’m not.

The thing is is that I decided to cut myself off from the world thinking that that’s what he would want me to do, he didn’t ask me to become a recluse… I did that all on my own. After a couple months of being secluded I’ve decided that I’m a social butterfly and I need activity and people in my life. I want to work and be productive, just in a different way.

It has taken me a long time to build up my name and my status and I would hate to drop off the grid all together so I have decided to jump back into the adult world, but in a different role. Before my hiatus began, I was working on starting a BBW talent agency. I figure that all of the contacts that I’ve made and all of my own personal experience in porn would be put to good use with an agency. I am working on getting my license an on designing the website, which is the first site that I have designed in years. Since I’ve started working on the agency I feel like I have some life pumped back into me.

So there you have it folks, my life in a nutshell. In the future I plan on being a much better person, friend, agent and blogger. I plan on being very active in the adult industry and in the online world. Oh yeah… I adopted a new puppy! Here’s a pic… her name is Lily!

Lily

I was on Fox NEWS…

Yesterday I received a call from a friend letting me know they saw me on Fox News. To my surprise when I went to the Fox News website… there I was, clear as day!

Here is the link…http://www.foxnews.com/video/index.html?playerId=videolandingpage&streamingFormat=FLASH&referralObject=3836920&referralPlaylistId=playlist

So after watching the broadcast I had mixed emotions, but overall I thought it was great. I don’t know if anyone noticed but they gave the convention NO mention and I thought that was awesome.

I’m very curious to hear what everyone has to say so feel free to comment after you watch the broadcast!

P.S. Happy belated St. Patty’s Day!

No AEE For Me!

Due to a recent back injury, I am unable to attend the Adult Entertainment Expo (AEE) in Vegas this week. I have been out of commission for almost 3 weeks now with a bulging disc in my back that is pinching a spinal nerve. I can’t even begin to describe the pain I have in my back and legs.

I am extremely disappointed about missing this event but I know that next year I will be there without a doubt, better than ever! I will however, still be in Vegas for the week relaxing and recovering. I hope everyone attending the event has a great time and keeps me in their thoughts!

Haters… Gotta have ’em!

Haters have been a topic on everyone’s convo list since the dawn of time. Just as much as we all need supporters, we need haters. I think as there is yin and yang, heaven and hell or fat and skinny… there is love and hate. It is all a balance and even though it is hard to understand why we need people to hate on us, it really is to our benefit.

Now, for some unknown reason, I have more haters than most… lol… but I am totally ok with it and this is why…

99.9% of people that hate on me, really have no idea who I am as a person. They have made the decision to hate on me because they don’t approve of my career, lifestyle, weight, cleavage, hair color or just because they caught their man lookin my way, lol… j/k… well, kinda! Maybe someone met me out at an event and felt put off that I didn’t pay them enough attention or because I had a bit too much to drink and was happily over flirtatious… oh, oh… then there is my personal favorite reason that people hate on me… because their friend does, aaahahahahahaha! Seriously folks, when is it time to grow up and leave high school behind?

Even though people find ridiculous reasons to hate on me, I truly don’t mind. I figure if you are lovingly supporting me or viciously hating on me, I am obviously on your mind. In my world, there is no such thing as bad publicity so feel free to talk about me in any fashion you like. I can’t tell you how many times I have had people make an effort to meet me because they heard a group of haters talking about me and had to find out what I was like for themselves.

Haters also help to keep me on my toes. I LOVE a challenge so if someone has something negative to say about me, especially when they don’t know me, I get crazy excited to rise to the occasion! We all need to be pushed at times to step up our game and, for me, haters are a driving force. I also at times enjoy a good story about myself, lol! How many of you have heard a story about yourself that has been completely fabricated? Well, I have and I find it uber amusing because there are so many true stories to tell that I’m flattered someone has taken the time to create one!

Like I said previously, it’s all about balance and as people we need more balance in our lives. So in closing I urge you to embrace your haters and appreciate them for their contribution to the balance in your life. Don’t take anything anyone says about you to heart. If you are a confident individual you already know the truth about yourself so nothing anyone could say or do to you should be able to impact you in a negative way. Take the good out of every situation and leave the rest!

As always, I appreciate all of your love and support… thank you for allowing me to be me!

We’ll be at the AEE!

Thanks partially to the discrimination of Adultcon, myself, Subrina Love, Farrah Foxx and Chocolate Nights will be attending the AVN’s Adult Entertainment Expo (AEE) as the first EVER BBW booth in the history of the event! The event is in Vegas January 8-11, so make sure that you come out to support us if you can!